望不透的藍

hate me,
lose everything,

life sucks,
can not go forward,
can not back,
can not figure out,
can not understand,
can not be used to,

just wait,
just imagine,
just dream,
just read,
just rest,

day by day,

promise is promise,
job is job,
day life is still,

more expection, more chaos,

could not escape,
could not stay,

wanna trip,
wanna see
landscape, blue sky, deep ocean, friendly people etc.

wanna throw my everything
including your hate